I was just on Facebook and was looking through all of the statuses and I noticed something I see quite often. Another friend of mine is 12 weeks pregnant! So aggravated! I would love to be happy to see it but I'm not....she is 19 or 20 and already has a set of twins that aren't even 2 yet!! It just not fair! She doesn't have a college education, she works as a CNA and her hubby doesn't even work! He claims he is mentally unable..? Seriously?? She always talked about how she wasn't financially stable and BAM, she gets yet another freaking baby........
I swear sometimes I feel like the people around, friends or not are out to make me miserable when it comes to this issue. I have at least half of my Facebook friends that are pregnant right now or just had babies. I just wanna cry, scream or hit something! Mind you, this is the same girl that told one of our mutual friends that she deserved it more than I did. It just feels like a gut shot!!!!!! I was doing so good today until about 15 minutes ago.
Its gotta work this month people! The stress and anxiety is really the best of me!
God Bless ♥



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