So I was so happy that I was able to see one of my close friends today. Things didnt work out the way that we was hoping, but we were able to meet up at Wally World and chat. She leaves about an hour away from me, so catching up in person doesnt really happen to much. She has the cutest lil girl and that I love to see when I can. She had not seen me in about 6 months, but she hugged me and gave me kisses : ) So precious! She's only 2 but she acts and looks older. Sarah and I have been friends since was got our CNA license together about 4 years ago. We chat alot on my fertility issues not because she has gone through it, but her sister in law has and is still going through it. She's always been a great friend to me. I would call her one of those very hard "true" friends that are rare to find these days.
On a different note, last night I went over to my sisters' house for a few hours and watched movies and talked til 130AM! It was great and kinda got my mind off of things for a while in a way. We did talk about what the doc found Thursday and she told me that she would give me anything to help me get pregnant! Even eggs if needed....that was just so sweet. I know that both of my sisters would do anything for me and vice versa. I really am a lucky and blessed gal : )
So the start of my fertile period was supposed to be tomorrow. Guess not now though. What if I get my eggwhite CM?? Does that mean that there was eggs in there after all or would this occur if not? I'm thinking that if I end up having eggwhite CM that I must have at least a couple of eggs. In my head, I am really hoping that the doc was looking at the ultrasound wrong or something, but thats just me trying to hope. It was so sweet Thursday night after my hubby got home. He just held me in his arms and let me cry myself to sleep. He knows how hard this whole ordeal is to me and he really tries to comfort me the best that he knows how. Sometimes, his word "vomit" (LOL) is off, but he does try.
I'm thinking about starting a Vlog (Video Blog), just gotta to figure out how to do it. Well, got tons of laundry to get done so off to the laundry room I go!
God Bless ♥



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